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08/07/26

Im going fucking insane i dont know whats wrong with me im deluding into my own madness its like ive fell back into the place i was before i dont know whats happening. I just fucking hate everything, nothing goes right, im just a fucking failure. All i do is sit and cry like a baby and then i relapse and i feel guilty then i fucking do it again and again it never fucking stops. All i want is to just be happy, but i never get that, and i never will. because im a loser. I just want an end to this. I dont want to suffer. I should just die, distractions dont work anymore. I thought i was getting better,but its just worse. I hate this. I hate my life. I hate everything. Why cant i just die. I might just fucking go insane. All i do is hate myself, I am my biggest hater. Nothing ever changes. I'm going to kill myself if these keeps going, I just cant take this anymore, I only live for others, never for myself. Why doesnt anything go right, everything ends bad. I feel my body getting weaker everyday and my mind is going to collapse. I cant fucking do this anymore. All i need is a hug yet all i get is fucking blood dripping down my arms. I wish people would notice and even if they did, I'd just say I'm okay and thats the problem because im not okay. I'm going fucking crazy

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  1. Ethylene is a website that (hopefully) is a cool place where people can find refuge from the corporate slop.
  2. Have you ever reminisced about the past, the MySpace and cool era of the internet? Well, you're in the right place.

This website is currently under development so please be patient as i add more cools stuff to it

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